I have some depressing facts, too.
- I haven't seen my father since 8/9 years because he's an alcolohic and I can't stand to be around him. He was always drunk and hurting people all the time (he's still doing that to my grandma who isn't able to realize how sick her son is). He wouldn't let anybody help him, although there were so many people in my family who wanted to.
Because of that and because it was making me crazy seeing him like this all the time I decided not to visit him anymore until he let somebody help him.
I wrote him a letter about that, but he's denying his problem, so it didn't get better and I probably never see him again.
My parents got divorced when I was six and now, knowing the reasons, I'm very grateful for that, even though my childhood and my adolescence kinda sucked.
- I suffer from depression but it got finally better this year because I graduated and also because of my boyfriend who gives me so much hope and love that I haven't had a real breakdown since we're together.
- I have massive problems with my weight. I was overweight once and since then I always think that I have to lose weight.
This year I even starved myself and lost 22 pounds but fortunately I was able to quit that when I met my boyfriend who told me that he loved me just the way I am.
I still think I have to lose weight, though I'm really not overweight, but I hope I'll never start starving myself again.
But there are happy things in my life, too *g*:
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Bridget Jones is one of my favorite movies because it always makes me feel good.
- I listen to the soundtrack of the Muppets Christmas Carol all year because I love the movie and it's songs so much.
- I love chocolate bars with peanutbutter in them but in Germany we only have like one or two candy bars that are like that.
Fortunately I have a good friend at the other end of Germany who lives in a city that has an international candy store so she always sends me some of these delicious american candybars for christmas and so on.
