Your English seems perfectly fine to me, so no worries on that.

And hang in there! I'm sorry to hear about the job situation and the whole love issue, but if I've learned anything in the past few years, it's that things always have a chance to get better. What's important is to be there for the people in your life and enjoy the things you do have.
I'm not sure how much you may have tried to catch up with here on the forum, but there's no more issues with broken polls, we can merge threads again, etc.; it's all been fixed. But more importantly? We've got a new little Disney fan in the making: I'm pregnant, expecting a baby boy in December. He's kicking me as I type this.
Anyway, I'm sure plenty of members will be happy to see you back.

I understand not being as interested in Disney anymore, but maybe you'll find Frozen appealing, or perhaps the new Mickey Mouse shorts? It's something to look into anyway.
