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I've applied to cashiering jobs, too. Not as many as I would have had Bobby said, get any job now. But even Best Buy and the grocery store and Macy's didn't want to hire me...and I was a cashier for over 4 years.
I could try the movie extra thing, Dan...I've seen info on it I guess on CareerBuilder.com. I guess I'd be nervous if the company is legit or not? I don't know. It's definitely something that I could look into, though- thanks for the suggestion!
I could try the movie extra thing, Dan...I've seen info on it I guess on CareerBuilder.com. I guess I'd be nervous if the company is legit or not? I don't know. It's definitely something that I could look into, though- thanks for the suggestion!

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I'm in a slump. For the last year maybe two I've found that I can't leave my apartment. It's like everytime I go downtown, or even up the road to my familys house I get these "ick" feelings, upset stomach, my throat and mouth go dry and feel like they're closing up etc. and I rush off back to my place where it's a "comfort zone". It really makes me sad because I want to go outside instead of being crazy hermit guy but the only way I can go outside is if 1) I have a Lemon Ginger tea with me 2) It's a short trip and 3) If I get control of the situation, if I say it's time to go we leave etc.
I've been wondering if it's agoraphobia *sp? but I'm not too sure. Anyways I've found that being home all the time and lacking commitments to go anywhere I've been oversleeping which leads to skipping meals etc. For some reason I've been losing weight even though I eat a lot when I can. I'd love to get the weight back while being in shape, not just adding the pounds on.
So yeah my lifes messed up hopefully I'll be able to find something to change that.
Anways on a cheerful note I managed to get up early today
I've been wondering if it's agoraphobia *sp? but I'm not too sure. Anyways I've found that being home all the time and lacking commitments to go anywhere I've been oversleeping which leads to skipping meals etc. For some reason I've been losing weight even though I eat a lot when I can. I'd love to get the weight back while being in shape, not just adding the pounds on.
So yeah my lifes messed up hopefully I'll be able to find something to change that.
Anways on a cheerful note I managed to get up early today
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I've considered going to my doctor, though he isn't the greatest one around he's always running off on vacation 
Anyways, I have invested in a travel mug, which sort of gives me freedom but it also really limits me as well. For one most stores don't really like me bringing a drink into the store so I often have to walk around with it hidden. I'm also limited because once the tea goes cold I've found it doesn't work as well when it's warm. Still not sure why it does but I often have to run off before the tea gets too cold.
On the other hand, while it does work I don't want to become dependant on the tea too much, it could become a bad habit to break later on.
Anyways, I have invested in a travel mug, which sort of gives me freedom but it also really limits me as well. For one most stores don't really like me bringing a drink into the store so I often have to walk around with it hidden. I'm also limited because once the tea goes cold I've found it doesn't work as well when it's warm. Still not sure why it does but I often have to run off before the tea gets too cold.
On the other hand, while it does work I don't want to become dependant on the tea too much, it could become a bad habit to break later on.
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I have a not so serious problem...
I've been listening to the audio books of the Twilight series and Wicked whenever I drive. I've been doing this for the past few weeks. Here's the problem though... I can't stop narrarating everything going on around me in my head. I feel like its driving me insane or that I am insane. Its like i hear the voices of the people recording the books but they are narrarating what i'm doing and how i'm feeling. It's really weird and i mean really really weird. It's not all the time though, but i do seem to catch myself doing it more than I think i'd like to lol.
The best thing i can compare it to is when you watch a whole TV series in a day or a movie marathon or something and then you feel like you are in their world. One winter vacation a while ago a friend of mine and I watched the entire series of the sopranos over a few days and for the week after we felt like we were in the mafia or something.
I've been listening to the audio books of the Twilight series and Wicked whenever I drive. I've been doing this for the past few weeks. Here's the problem though... I can't stop narrarating everything going on around me in my head. I feel like its driving me insane or that I am insane. Its like i hear the voices of the people recording the books but they are narrarating what i'm doing and how i'm feeling. It's really weird and i mean really really weird. It's not all the time though, but i do seem to catch myself doing it more than I think i'd like to lol.
The best thing i can compare it to is when you watch a whole TV series in a day or a movie marathon or something and then you feel like you are in their world. One winter vacation a while ago a friend of mine and I watched the entire series of the sopranos over a few days and for the week after we felt like we were in the mafia or something.
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Today is a really sad day for all College Program Students......we're leaving the programs, New Year had us exchange memories, writing memories in people's notebooks, sayin good byes
it was a sad/joyful new year..... I made so many friends in the program, claimed some of 'em as siblings it was such a supercali experience and I look forward of doin it again next summer.
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I'm learning a new song, I heard it on youtube and loved it. So now I'm learning the lyrics the hard part is, the songs in Japanese 
For those interested it's called TABOO by Koda Kumi
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJ3zpt_kPDE
Also, I've found that lately I like listening to Japanese artists more than the ones here in North America. Even though I can't understand the lyrics for the large part there's something about the songs that draws me to them. So far I have a few favorite artists such as Se7en, Namie Amuro, Utada Hikaru and Koda Kumi. I'm also looking into one singer named Ayumi Hamasaki apparently she's supposed to be rather good.
For those interested it's called TABOO by Koda Kumi
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJ3zpt_kPDE
Also, I've found that lately I like listening to Japanese artists more than the ones here in North America. Even though I can't understand the lyrics for the large part there's something about the songs that draws me to them. So far I have a few favorite artists such as Se7en, Namie Amuro, Utada Hikaru and Koda Kumi. I'm also looking into one singer named Ayumi Hamasaki apparently she's supposed to be rather good.
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Yesterday, my Internet connection was working weird. Websites that I frequently visit weren't working, while pretty much any other website would. I thought that maybe it had to do with spyware or something...I'm still not sure, but it was happening on Bobby's computer, too, and I believe he has spyware software on his...Everything from Microsoft.com to Brighthouse.com to Kelloggs.com were working, while UD and other websites I always go on weren't working.
Right now, UD wasn't working, but DVDizzy loaded up, so I came to the forum through that. Has anyone ever experienced something similar?
Right now, UD wasn't working, but DVDizzy loaded up, so I came to the forum through that. Has anyone ever experienced something similar?

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I'm thinking of finding a new doctor but I don't know how to do that exactly, or how to trade doctors. The reason I want to is simply put my current ones an idiot. He's always off on vacation and when I see him I wind up with an antibiotics prescription and I'm hustled out the door
Also, I asked him about my weight, personally I think I'm way too underweight (roughly 110 pounds at the heaviest) and he said there's nothing to worry about......... *sigh* the fact that I'm underweight is something to worry about imo.
Anyways, I'm wanting to change my life but I"m having such a hard time doing it, for one I'm one of the worst people ever for procrastinating (I've been putting off this post for a week now
) so that doesn't help. So yeah that's my babble I'm unhealthy and going to attempt to get better ^_^
Oh and here's a bunny, he needs a good home for whoever wants him
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Anyways, I'm wanting to change my life but I"m having such a hard time doing it, for one I'm one of the worst people ever for procrastinating (I've been putting off this post for a week now
Oh and here's a bunny, he needs a good home for whoever wants him
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(='.'=)
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You could ask people who know if they would recommend their doctor, and (as long as that doctor is covered by your medical insurance, if you have medical insurance), then maybe you could schedule a check-up with that doctor and get a feel for how he or she is. Then, if you like that doctor, what you'll do is fill out a form at the reception desk that is for your new doctor to get your records from your old doctor.
Also, that bunny is cute!
Also, that bunny is cute!

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I'm rushing (as usual
) My friends will (supposedly) be coming over today and the house is a disaster, I haven't gone to bed yet and don't have time to get a good amount of sleep and clean..... >_< I hate when they spring these visits on me last minute. Despite my rushing I'm here on UD *shakes fist* damn addicting website 
So I have two options:
1) Learn to control furry woodland creatures to make them do my cleaning while I sing and dance around
or
2) Pull an all nighter/dayer cleaning and pass out when I get a chance
Anyways...on a good note I'm learning a new dance which I can do in my head but when it comes to doing it for real not so much
So I have two options:
1) Learn to control furry woodland creatures to make them do my cleaning while I sing and dance around
or
2) Pull an all nighter/dayer cleaning and pass out when I get a chance
Anyways...on a good note I'm learning a new dance which I can do in my head but when it comes to doing it for real not so much
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I'm going to hang out with one of my college classmates tonight who was probably the hottest guy in class, then I'm gonna go to my high school friends house and spend the weekend with them cause another friend of ours is driving up from Miami so we're having like a little reunion! (Yay for human interaction!!!)
I've met an AWESOME guy!!!! Things are going great and I'm so excited to see where it goes!
Also, the Red Lobster commercial I'm only supposed to work on for one day has asked me to work for them a second day!
AND!!!! One of my family members in New York buys and sells apartments and it looks like he has one opening up soon after he's done fixing it up and I might be able to move in!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M HAVING THE BEST WEEK EVER!!!!!
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I've met an AWESOME guy!!!! Things are going great and I'm so excited to see where it goes!
Also, the Red Lobster commercial I'm only supposed to work on for one day has asked me to work for them a second day!
AND!!!! One of my family members in New York buys and sells apartments and it looks like he has one opening up soon after he's done fixing it up and I might be able to move in!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M HAVING THE BEST WEEK EVER!!!!!

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Good to hear xxhplinkxx. Also, yay for human interaction I used to know what that was like 
So my friend never showed up, nor did she show up the four other times she was supposed to come over
So yesterday I get a message on facebook from her that she's showing up maybe at 4:30 or 5 or maybe 6 with her boyfriend. I find out at 2pm >_> Not impressed, the house is a mess and I've already promised to go over to my Mom's to help clean up for when some family comes up to visit Monday. Of course I message back saying I might be back around 5pm depending how long it takes to help out. While at my Mom's our friends stop by we end up having Starbucks and not cleaning at all, then I get a call from my Aunt and it turns out my cousin and her friend want to know if I'd be interested in coming over for pizza and a little party. So I weigh my options.
1) Go home and attempt to clean, shower and look like things have been this way all day and wait to see if my friend actually shows up for once
or
2) Hang out more with my Mom and our friends
or
3) Party at my Aunt's.
I ended up partying at my Aunt's. Had a great time, played Cranium, burst into Karaoke, watched Mamma Mia, had pizza and we were so high off of fun you'd think we were on drugs (we weren't!
). Then today I get a message from my friend turns out she actually did show up and is all mad that I ditched her and so on
But I don't care, I've never complained once when being stood up the hundreds of times she's done it to me without contacting me to give a heads up or anything and it's not like I even wanted a suprise visit.
Anywhoo on a better note, today I change my life (or will at least attempt to). I hate how things are so everything and anything is getting an overhaul
Can't wait to see how well this goes.
So my friend never showed up, nor did she show up the four other times she was supposed to come over
1) Go home and attempt to clean, shower and look like things have been this way all day and wait to see if my friend actually shows up for once
or
2) Hang out more with my Mom and our friends
or
3) Party at my Aunt's.
I ended up partying at my Aunt's. Had a great time, played Cranium, burst into Karaoke, watched Mamma Mia, had pizza and we were so high off of fun you'd think we were on drugs (we weren't!
Anywhoo on a better note, today I change my life (or will at least attempt to). I hate how things are so everything and anything is getting an overhaul
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xxhplinkxx wrote:I've met an AWESOME guy!!!! Things are going great and I'm so excited to see where it goes!
It's going nowhere.
Ugh.

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My life has hardly been going well. I've got multiple school projects going, my grades have been slipping all year, My parents are annoying as ever, and last week I found out that I might be suffering from depression. Sometimes, it makes me feel very depressed.
On top of that, I have Aspergers, and everything's about 5 to 10 times harder where they shouldn't be. And in the middle of april I'm getting surgery done on my nose cause it was permanently broken when I was real little, and I have to get it fixed so I can breathe easily, go to sleep at a decent hour, and chew with my mouth closed.
On top of that, I have Aspergers, and everything's about 5 to 10 times harder where they shouldn't be. And in the middle of april I'm getting surgery done on my nose cause it was permanently broken when I was real little, and I have to get it fixed so I can breathe easily, go to sleep at a decent hour, and chew with my mouth closed.
