I'm beginning to feel a little desperate about my writings, I have not yet, published a single one these, I had two of them ready to go (The Fountain of Living Waters and Dear Friend Kristen) both with really nice covers and decided to recall both of them during post-production. So now, i've deleted some stuff, changed, started over, and there are books I haven't even started yet, I'm beginning to feel a little presured. And to add up, Jack's totally killed my beginning enthusiasm, so now I feel I don't enjoy writing the way I used to, and I'm thinking about forgetting everything about making my deepest dream come true. What should I do? Should I give it another try? And the worst thing of all is that I'm running out of ideas, besides Alexander Days, I can't come up with any other story in which the Main Character is male, which is not too attractive... I have had my classroom mates compose music that go along with the stories, I've done tons of drawings, sketchings, even Colored Clay Sculptures, but I haven't done any of the books, I think I should just give up...
I was also wondering what would happen to me if I did publish, I don't think I'm ready to hear anyone's offending criticims, or see my name in anyone's dirty site, That's whats bugging me the most...
