Bring forth the babble!

[Chernabog_Rocks]

^ I misread the above post and thought Arielsprince said her uncles cat needs a stripper but then I realized she more than likely meant a b-day card (I hope) Anyways on to my babble:


I'm in a rut it seems, I'm rather thin and no matter what I do I can't seem to gain weight and the fact my Dad rarely buys healthy food makes it harder. I have a horrible horrible sleep pattern and I'm always too tired to try and do anything it seems for long, I've tried getting into a normal sleep pattern but it lasts for a day at best.

My friends drive me up the wall to the point I ignore their phone calls just because I can't handle all of their complaining (I often ask if they want chesse with their whine)

I need to get out of the house a lot more, but when I do I have these weird panic attacks and they don't stop until I'm inside my house again. I"m assuming it's a phobia of some type possibly Agorophobia (sp?) but I'm rather confused as to why I have it now.

And, last but not least, I'm always bored. I can never find something that keeps me occupied for more than 10-15 minutes it seems, I have a huge stack of things I need/want to do but can never seem to sit and work on it long enough.

However on a happy note, I sent in my first exam for school and I'm pretty sure I'll get 100% on it

[Ariel'sprince]

thought Arielsprince said her uncles cat needs a stripper

*His* not *her*,i"m a male (my nickname whouldn't make sense if i was a female (it's Ariel's Prince)).
and the cat is a female and yes,she need a stripper,she's old and sad,poor kitty .

[Prudence]

.....
Moving on.

I forgot what I was going to say now. Ah yes, I was going to tell you about the dream I had last night. I dreamed that Mason and I worked at Disney World, and I had invited my best friend to come visit us. Well, Mason's job was quite strange and certainly not a job that truly exists. He stood in the middle of a pond, surrounded by rocks that he was to leap on while singing songs about water gliding shuttle buses transporting people to different hotels. The people waited until their water gliding shuttle buses came while watching Mason's leaping and singing weirdness. When a bus left, Mason jumped to the rock nearest the bus, kicked said bus, and watched it drive off.

The day before Abby (the best friend) came to see us, Mason broke his leg at his crazy job. He had to walk using a cast and crutches, which suddenly made him appear about a foot shorter. I know that makes no sense, but there wasn't much logic to this dream at all. Abby came the next day, saw Mason limping behind me, and acted preposterously unlike herself. "Why is he so much shorter than you now?" she asked in a rude voice. (As I said, she acted preposterously unlike herself.) "Oh, he's only this short now because he broke his leg. See? I'm only this much taller than him because I'm wearing high heels." I should have said "than you" in that particular context, but I digress.

We walked to the water, rocks, and shuttle portal place. At least, Abigail and I walked. Mason limped behind us. It was rather pitiful. Apparently, he still had to do his job and we were going to watch him.

He then broke his OTHER leg while performing, so we decided to hide from his and my boss in a barn and create our own radio station. It made sense at the time. While the three of us were running to the barn, another man ran out of a bush yelling about rabid skunks. We did hide in a barn, but it burned down.

I can't remember how the dream ended.

[Mason_Ireton]

That's good to hear that I was included in a dream yet I perform a weird task that leaves me with broken legs......And that Prue and I might work together at Disney World, btw I sent in my application *crosses his finger* hope I get accepted. I'll try and be safe for yoursake Prue.

[PeterPanfan]

LOL Prudence! That was hilarious!!

[Mason_Ireton]

I kinda found it funny yet scary cause....I almost did break my leg 3 summers ago....

[Prudence]

I thought it was funny myself, although I obviously wouldn't want such a thing to really happen.

[Prudence]

While using my current U.D. avatar at many forums, I came across this quote:
"Prudence, you look like a younger and prettier version of your avatar."

Well, he was half right. Teh. I am younger, but I won't say "prettier" myself. It just sounds too selfish.

"page 32, property of the sniffy lady." - NotAParakeet, in response to my copying and pasting long documents on a certain page thirty-two.

[Ariel'sprince]

Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo

If I could escape
I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor :
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, Now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)

You let me down
I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on, let's bounce
Counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around let's look for some common ground

So baby, times getting a little crazy
I've been getting a little lazy
Waiting for you to come save me
I can see that you're angry
By the way the you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me
Want to take you with me

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo
Whohoe, whihoo

If I could escape

Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refridgerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold

If I could escape
And re-create a place in my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape

[Prudence]

Well, that was.... different. That killed the thread for awhile.

I bring it back to life to talk about being ten-years-old! *crickets chirp* This was inspired by one of Amy's questions, so blame her. In July of 2002, country artist Phil Vassar released a song that began with the following lyrics.

"I was ten,
I was thin,
I was playing first base
With a secondhand glove and dirt on my face
In Nowhere, Virginia.
Who'd ever figure that kid in the yard
Would go very far?"

I was twelve during the song's release, but the first lines did take me back. They do even more so today. Ten (2000) was a terrible year for me. I was anorexic and later bulimic as well, lost nearly all of my friends, was almost kicked of the dance team, and had to leave my camp job. This is only the tip of the iceberg.

I thought I was such a great martial artist at the time. I wasn't. I was like a very young giraffe running into a pride of lions and trying to control them, to be honest. I am going to draw a sketch of myself at said age for the forum to see. Please don't pity me, though. In the long run, I don't know where I would be now if I hadn't have had such rough luck back then. In some respects, I should be glad that I grew up so much at an age that young and learned ahead of time the dangers of certain mistakes. Drawing from the experiences of that year, I have become a trusted friend and confidant of women at least twenty years my seniors. I suppose they are rather unique choices for a "teen" to befriend and admire, but I never said and never will say that I am common.

I was going to write my own version of the song just now, yet I can't think of any decent rhymes. For shame, Prue! It's a good song, though. Maybe I will truly be able to write my own version (based on life itself, not imagination) when I am older.

http://i21.photobucket.com/albums/b254/ ... rden05.jpg
Mm-hm.

[Prudence]

I would be an unusual merperson. I would be a cecaelia (octopian; octopus-mermaid), and I would most likely free Morgana from her icy grave. I honestly like Morgana a lot. She's not much of a villain, but that's part of why I have a soft spot for her. She stands a chance of being redeemed in my *interesting* opinion.

My word, I would be responsible for some havoc in Atlantica. I doubt I would be trusted. "Hello! I'm a cecaelia that trusts Morgana! Who wants to be friends with me?!" Ha ha ha.

Maybe I should stick to being a staid castle supervisor of a land locked kingdom.
Although, I've got to say that this cecaelia adventure would certainly be a great deal of fun, in a way. The word "challenging" obviously comes to mind, as well!

What say anyone of sound mind and amusing opinions?

[Disney Villain]

This is my babble because I’m very, very upset! I started college last Sunday and I’m miserable. I like all my classes and professors but I have NO friends. I miss all my friends back home, I miss my High School.

I'm dorming at my college and I miss my family so much...my mom, my sister, my Disney collectibles, my bed, my DVD's. I am just so upset. I can't take it anymore. I'm so glad I’m going home for the weekend. I just miss my old life, and all my friends. Everyone here seems to already have their cliques, and I eat all alone. I’m so sad.

I really thank Disney though...it may sound silly but there always there when I need them. If it weren't for Enchanted Tales and songs about Perseverance...I would have come crying home days ago. All I keep saying to myself is "I can do this I promise"...."I won't give up, that's something I swear I won't do", and other various lines from the film. Thank You Aurora and Jasmine for helping me...I love you fictional guys!!!!! I just don't know what to do. In High School I was so popular and now I have NO friends. Do you know how horrible it feels to eat alone in the middle of a room full of people with friends. I cry every night. I'm giving this until thanksgiving...if I can't handle my emotions I'm leaving. You don't understand how miserable I am.

[Prudence]

Aren't you making new friends at the college? =/ You should try joining a club or something. From what I've seen, club members are extremely inviting and friendly. I'm a member of a club (free) and a sorority (not free), and it's honestly not at all hard to make friends. There have to be other freshman where you are. College is a larger arena than high school, so forming close relationships is simply different there.

Don't sit by yourself. I swear, there are so many new people and transfers to universities every year. I know this sounds pushy and cliché, but you have to take a chance and get to know people. Strangers could just be friends you haven't met yet.

I like how you said "I love you fictional guys!" I am so going to use that one of these days. Cinderella II is a major reason I survived 7th and 8th grade! (Egads, middle school. High school was so much better.)

[Mason_Ireton]

Disney Villain I felt the same way when I left my high school (06) and I still find it hard to deal with the fact that I can't do any of the sports or take any classes (ie Art, US History) but yesterday when I registerd for my writing 121 class, which is taking place at Nestucca High School, I found out that 30 Juniors (Freshmen in my senior year), signed up for the class and that made me a bit uneasy yet relaxed cause half of the class knows me and gave me a helping hand every now and then. And Prue's right, You just got'ta grab your mit/ball and pitch it to the batter.

On a much lighter note

Next week, Sept. 10th-Sept. 18th, I shall be traveling to Disney World for alil family vacation (finaly alil peace for me) and I shall miss you all when I'm gone, course I'll post pictures when I come back to UD (after like a 5 day rest). It's gon'na be so much fun, cause I'm actualy gon'na be meeting up with Amy (BlackCauldron85) and Princess Stitch, though I'm a bit of afraid yet excited.

[blackcauldron85]

Aww, Disney Villain! You need a hug (hug) .

I don't have many friends at my college, and the ones I do have, I know from outside of school, and I never see them there. And I eat lunch alone at school (but in a hallway). I guess I'm used to it. I don't live at the dorm, so I can't imagine how homesick you are. I mean, I get homesick for Massachusetts all the time, but at least I have good friends in FL too.

I think it's awesome that you're not giving up (yay, Jasmine & Aurora!). As Prudence said, try to join a club. Colleges have so many clubs, that hopefully you'll find one that interests you. Even if clubs have already started meeting, don't worry- just go to your student union (or wherever the activities office-type thing is), and see when a club you're interested in is meeting, and just go.

I'm sure things will get better!

[Disney Villain]

Thank You so much Prudence, Mason_Ireton, and blackcauldron85 your kind words really mean allot. Your responses were greatly appreciated.

Aren't you making new friends at the college? =/ You should try joining a club or something. From what I've seen, club members are extremely inviting and friendly. I'm a member of a club (free) and a sorority (not free), and it's honestly not at all hard to make friends. There have to be other freshman where you are. College is a larger arena than high school, so forming close relationships is simply different there.

Don't sit by yourself. I swear, there are so many new people and transfers to universities every year. I know this sounds pushy and cliché, but you have to take a chance and get to know people. Strangers could just be friends you haven't met yet.

I like how you said "I love you fictional guys!" I am so going to use that one of these days. Cinderella II is a major reason I survived 7th and 8th grade! (Egads, middle school. High school was so much better.)

Prudence Thank You for this response. As I was reading it I felt as if it were typed by the actual character rather than yourself. It was something the real Prudence would say to Cinderella if she were in this situation. I did join one club the other day. It starts next week, so I’ll see how it goes. I attend Seton Hall University in New Jersey. It's a lovely school with a small campus. The majority of students who attend the school grew up together in the surrounding neighborhood. I worked hard to get into the school and now I wish I settled for a local community college. I know I’ll make friends eventually. I have been trying to get out more and introduce myself to new people.

This isn't the first time I had this problem though. Four years ago I moved from my hometown to a beautiful area in Upstate New York. It was the first day of High School. I was miserable. I had NO friends, I didn’t know anyone, and I all I wanted to do was go back to my hometown. After my complaining I eventually made friends and became quite popular. I had so many great experiences and fun times in High School. Now it's time for College and I seem to be in the same situation...new setting, no friends. I did it once and I know I can do it again. It's just going to take allot of Perseverance. And I will take your advice, Monday at lunch I will sit next to someone!! I have to do it. Once again I Thank You for your kind words!

Oh and go right ahead and use "I love you fictional guys!". Disney has always helped me...always. If Enchanted Tales did not come out, or had the Kingdom of Kindness theme instead of the Perseverance theme I would have called up my mom on the second day to come pick me up. I'm glad that Cinderella II helped you in your time of need. Disney what would I do without you?

Disney Villain I felt the same way when I left my high school (06) and I still find it hard to deal with the fact that I can't do any of the sports or take any classes (ie Art, US History) but yesterday when I registerd for my writing 121 class, which is taking place at Nestucca High School, I found out that 30 Juniors (Freshmen in my senior year), signed up for the class and that made me a bit uneasy yet relaxed cause half of the class knows me and gave me a helping hand every now and then. And Prue's right, You just got'ta grab your mit/ball and pitch it to the batter.

On a much lighter note

Next week, Sept. 10th-Sept. 18th, I shall be traveling to Disney World for alil family vacation (finaly alil peace for me) and I shall miss you all when I'm gone, course I'll post pictures when I come back to UD (after like a 5 day rest). It's gon'na be so much fun, cause I'm actualy gon'na be meeting up with Amy (BlackCauldron85) and Princess Stitch, though I'm a bit of afraid yet excited.

Thank You Mason_Ireton. I know I have to push myself and I will. "I can do this I promise, and a princess (or 18year old boy) never breaks a promise!" (Aurora). I'm glad that your class was there to help you. That's what I mean things are not as they seem. You felt uneasy in the class at first, but it ended up working out, and it always does.

Have a great time at Disneyworld (as most of UD knows it's my favorite place). I look forward to your trip pictures. Have a wonderful time, and Thank You once again for the kind words!

Aww, Disney Villain! You need a hug (hug) .

I don't have many friends at my college, and the ones I do have, I know from outside of school, and I never see them there. And I eat lunch alone at school (but in a hallway). I guess I'm used to it. I don't live at the dorm, so I can't imagine how homesick you are. I mean, I get homesick for Massachusetts all the time, but at least I have good friends in FL too.

I think it's awesome that you're not giving up (yay, Jasmine & Aurora!). As Prudence said, try to join a club. Colleges have so many clubs, that hopefully you'll find one that interests you. Even if clubs have already started meeting, don't worry- just go to your student union (or wherever the activities office-type thing is), and see when a club you're interested in is meeting, and just go.

I'm sure things will get better!

Thank You so much for the hug blackcauldron85! All my friends are from outside school as well. Everyone opted for close community colleges...I feel like the only idiot who went away. I'm sorry you eat alone and don't have many friends in college, like me. But I know that everything works out in the end. I am very homesick. My mom is on her way to come and get me for the weekend. I can't tell her how miserable I am, she'll be so upset. She cried so much when I left. She lies in my room each night missing me. I don't want to upset her further.

Thank You and yes, Yay for Jasmine and Aurora! You and Prudence are right. On Monday I’m going club hunting. I will get through this "I just have to show a little Perseverance'. Thank You so much for your kind words, they were very much appreciated.

[Isidour]

have you ever seen a mummy on the olimpycs?
a headless corpse on a kissing contest?
or even a bunch of bones and a skull playing hide & seek?

Sounds pretty amuzing isn`t, to just trying to picture that on our imagination for example the mummy top on the race, and when it's at an inch of the finnish line it dissapears in a floor full of way-old bandages...
Too bad, that some people not only imagine this but also belive it possible...even when they doesn't realise they're hurting someone else...

Today my girlfriend and I had a fight, yesterday we were "celebrating" a month being together and how can I say...well, the day started just fine.
I woke up at six as always and just a second after I send her by text message a congratulation I got hers on my cellphone; the school was great and I didn´t had that exam for wich I read almost 400 pages in a day;I got no homework and even I found a fifty! more weird also because you don't usually find money on my school and if you would it won`t ever be dollars.
I even felt as if I had drink some Felix Felicis!
I finnished early at the U and I left to the hospital, where I use to "work"(considering I'm the owner's son I have to take care of some things) I was so busy that I didn't see the time and I forgot to call Paola(my girl) that I would be a little late this night. I got to her home at 9:45 and we talked about how she felt...I saw her very sad and I didn´t know why and she didn't exactly tell me.
Today I talked with her by msn...she told me that she had felt bad because someone had said to that "When someone tells you that it loves you it means nothing because love can be meassured" I put my cam and I told her to look at me to the eyes and tell me why did she believed that...and more than that, if she really belived that when I say it her she really thinks it means nothing
She didn't awnser me, then she told me that she felted that she were "competing" with danika
I...I told her that I didn´t understand why she tought that, that I didn´t thought on her or even see her pictures anymore; that yes I loved dani but now I love Paola
I told her that I even tought once that dani make herself aside...dying and then getting us as couple because of the hummingbirds(long story)
I...I really can't understand what is the matter, I explained her that dani wont ever come back from where she is...

I...I really felt really bad ...I haden't felt like this, not since may

[blackcauldron85]

I got misty-eyed reading that, Isidour. As a girl, I've been where Paola is (thinking that a new boyfriend isn't over his ex). You just need to spend time together and get to know each other more (even after a month, there is still more to get to know). Just take things slowly, and make her trust you- that'll help her realize that you really are into her and not your ex.

[Isidour]

but...how could I be into my ex...as you know she died on may...and she knows too.

we have been friends since last year

[blackcauldron85]

I know, but your current girlfriend could think that you have stronger feelings for your ex than you do for her. You just need to prove to her that you are devoted to her...if that makes any sense. Sometimes actions speak louder than words- just by telling her how you feel might not make her believe you, but by showing her (taking her out, spending time together), then she'll get to trust you more and realize that you do care a lot for her.