The Universe has stomped on me thread. Rant or clear the air

[PixarFan2006]

My cat Candy who's been a member of our family since I was 9, was unfortunately mauled by a coyote Tuesday night. It's been a sad week in the household.

That's awful! I'm so sorry to hear that. May your cat rest in peace.

We just lost our 16-year-old dog Molly almost two weeks ago (She was a mix breed btw). She had problems with her back legs in the past couple years, (we've had to help her get up stairs) but it just got worse this past month (She had trouble standing). She went out in the middle of the night and will be missed.

[disneyboy20022]

One of the cats we have is 18 and when she dies I'll tell you everyone in our house is going to be miserable. She's our first cat.

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Also last week I was started on insulin. It's not horrible doing it, as it's easy with the kind I was prescribed. It's in these things that look like a pen.

My triglycerides were sky rocket high and I have been eating more healthy. Also my blood sugars from the past 3 months have gone up according to a blood test.

Next week I'm having a sleep study to hopefully get better sleep at night.

Also my weight is dropping a lot. I've lost 50 pounds since April. Not sure why, maybe because I'm eating better.

[Disney's Divinity]

@bradhig: I'm sure the psychologists don't hate you. I know it's almost impossible for average people to afford serious help for mental/medical issues, so I hope you'll get a chance to talk to someone soon. I really hope you'll get off steroids as soon as possible; that's definitely not going to help you feel better, it'll only make you feel worse.

@DVDBuff1 and PixarFan2006: I'm sorry for both your losses. I've lost a lot of pets (mostly cats) since I was a child, partly because I've had so many. I currently have a dog and cat right now that I've had for 5-7 years now and I worry everyday about them getting older or the dog getting hit by a car when I'm not looking. I hate to think about those times ahead, and hope they're far away.

@disneyboy: Hopefully you can get some help with your blood sugar and sleep. Even though weight loss can be a bad thing, on the bright side, it may be helping you at the same time? I have no idea. Good luck though.

[bradhig]

@bradhig: I'm sure the psychologists don't hate you. I know it's almost impossible for average people to afford serious help for mental/medical issues, so I hope you'll get a chance to talk to someone soon. I really hope you'll get off steroids as soon as possible; that's definitely not going to help you feel better, it'll only make you feel worse.

@DVDBuff1 and PixarFan2006: I'm sorry for both your losses. I've lost a lot of pets (mostly cats) since I was a child, partly because I've had so many. I currently have a dog and cat right now that I've had for 5-7 years now and I worry everyday about them getting older or the dog getting hit by a car when I'm not looking. I hate to think about those times ahead, and hope they're far away.

@disneyboy: Hopefully you can get some help with your blood sugar and sleep. Even though weight loss can be a bad thing, on the bright side, it may be helping you at the same time? I have no idea. Good luck though.

I didn't mean the psychologists I ment the people on the Voltron Forum. http://forums.voltron.com/groupee

I had to spend several days in a hospital psych ward because I wanted to kill myself believing the people on that forum wanted me to do that which they didn't. They complain about me being obsessed with Princess Allura's gown. I like her wearing it cause she looks like a Disney Princess.

http://fav.me/d6aixts

Doesn't she kinda look like Princess Aurora from Sleeping Beauty? I got banned for one month because I was accused of making verbal attacks against World Events Production accusing them of hiding concept art from me. I was delusional at the
time. The doctors misunderstood what I was saying about that forum and kept telling me to stay away from it or I would get hurt again. I don't think that would happen and I am on some new medication. When I was in the hospital I had no Internet access and was not allowed to have any electronic devices there. I emailed the web master to tell them what happened to me and I haven't gotten a response from them.

I suffer from several mental illnesses

Attention deficit Disorder
Asperger syndrome
anxiety
depression.

Some of the people there were happy to see me banned. I can't go back until the 26 of August.

Voltron was a redub of an anime called Golion made by TOEI studios. I have both Golion and Voltron versions.

Makes me wonder how many other princesses they modeled after Disney Princesses.

[disneyboy20022]

@disneyboy: Hopefully you can get some help with your blood sugar and sleep. Even though weight loss can be a bad thing, on the bright side, it may be helping you at the same time? I have no idea. Good luck though.

This time at least I'm more healthy losing weight compared to a couple of years ago

I had the sleep study, and it was just to see how my sleep in general was, no mask yet. I'll be honest, that memory foam bed I slept in was hard as a rock and I woke up at 5 AM in pain. That was good because around that time the study was over. I'll hear back from the doctor I think either Thursday or Friday.

Also the doctor told me to go up on my insulin dose. At first the extra dose didn't seem to be doing anything. but then a couple times later when I checked it, the levels were lower than they had been since before April.

I had 7 epidurals in my spine over the course of 2012 and 2013, and I think it was those injections which contained steriods and other medicine which made my pre diabetes go into enough kick to drive it there. To be hones though, I'd take being diabetic than having agonizing back pain any day any time

Also I mentioned this in another thread, but I stopped by the DMV today and picked up a booklet to study to get my permit.

[bradhig]

I found out about the Allura images when I got a voltron force comic. There were images of the Voltron Force version of Allura in the pink gown and that issue came out near the end of Jule before I got banned. They lied to me ,but why? I live in fear of what they might do to me next. I am a voltron fan and I want to discuss it with other voltron fans ,but I can't find any other message boards about it. I cry whenever I have to deal with it like now when i am typing this. I suffer from Asperger syndrome which mom says causes me to miss social cues from other people. Google it if you don't understand. I emailed the adim and he doesn't respond and several others I emailed don't respond.

[disneyboy20022]

I have some rather depressing news.

My dad was admitted to the local hospital on Friday after he went to the ER for breathing problems

His previous doctor just gave him steroids via injection every two weeks without looking into what might actually be causing it. Of course that's the same office I had a fight with two years ago with the Colitis thing.

Last month though, my dad finally agreed to leave that doctor and is now seeing a new one. His doctor is running a study of tests to do on him while being in the hospital. He's been there since Friday and will have to stay again tonight. This is really scary because usually it's not him being admitted to the hospital, that fun usually goes to me or my mom. I hope they can find out what's wrong with him. He's 52 years old, which makes me determined to start working on my permit and learning how to drive even more right now.

Also this morning his blood sugar was 270, but that's probably from the IV Steroids. However he does tend to eat a whole box of Frosted Flakes in one day, which he needs to stop and I think these events will do so. You know how hard it has been for me to change my eating habits with my Asperger Syndrome? He also has Asperger Syndrome and I think the term you can't teach an old dog new tricks applies, however I hope this will but the kabash on eating an entire box of frosted flakes and to start eating more healthy.


- Michael

[ajmrowland]

Wow. Oughts go out to you and your dad.

[disneyboy20022]

Wow. Oughts go out to you and your dad.

I'm stressed out right now because he has to stay another night, and it's always a tradition that we watch the Pay Per View WWE Wrestling. Usually I'm able to tape it on Dish, but we got a local cable now and I can't tape it now. If he gets out tomorrow he can watch it because it's rented for 24 hours. This is depressing and my dad so wanted it taped. I hope he gets better soon. I've been very moody lately because I'm worried about my dad so much.

[Disney Duster]

bradhig, I'm really sorry about all that's happened to you. Princess Allura does look like Princess Aurora, like they copied from her. I don't know what you meant by the forum lying to you though.

disneyboy, I'm sorry about what's happened to you and to your dad. I feel things will get better, but yes, eating an entire box of Frosted Flakes in a day is really bad! If he stops that, he'll be better!

[bradhig]

bradhig, I'm really sorry about all that's happened to you. Princess Allura does look like Princess Aurora, like they copied from her. I don't know what you meant by the forum lying to you though.

disneyboy, I'm sorry about what's happened to you and to your dad. I feel things will get better, but yes, eating an entire box of Frosted Flakes in a day is really bad! If he stops that, he'll be better!

There is a comic book that has been out ,but not on newstands for some time by Dynamic Comics called Voltron that is a retelling some what of the origin of Voltron and it jumps around timewise confusing me. When I first her about it I didn't have the comic books. Someone said Princess Romelle the wife of Sven the first blue lion pilot dies and he goes crazy. They wouldn't tell me if she was still or alvie just that her death was questionable. In the comic she is seen talking to Keith after Sven killed King Zarkon. Why couldn't they tell me that? I called the writer an idiot awhile back and got in trouble. I see people doing that all over the internet.

There was a recent spinoff of Voltron called Voltron Force that features the old pilots and three kids that replace some of them. I said something that I wanted to see Allura in that series wearing her pink gown ,but the show has been on hiatus and i doubt there was be a second season. Someone claimed to have seen a drawing or image of Allura in that series wearing her gown while at a comic con thing and no one posted a photo. I started believing the company that makes voltron was hiding it from me and I couldn't see it without going to one of those shows which I can't cause I don't drive.
At one point I threatened the company that if I did drive I would go to them in St. Louis and harm them the result of delusion. Yet in VOltron Force issue six true colors she wears her pink gown all the time and why couldn't someone bother to post a photo of one of the pages showing her wearing it why not?

I am like HAL9000 in 2001 and don't handle lying well. I can't always understand it and you see that result.

[disneyboy20022]

Great news, my dad came home on Monday

[PixarFan2006]

Glad he's doing okay.

[ajmrowland]

Yeah, that must be a relief!

[Disney Duster]

Ok bradhig, well from what you said I can't tell if they lied to you but if they did I'm really sorry. But when you thought the company was hiding stuff from you you were having a delusion. Now that it's over now I hope you are ok.

disneyboy, glad about your dad!

[disneyboy20022]

It's quite a relief he's home. Also, he's breathing better than he has in years. He can take a deep breath without having to wheeze at all.

[ajmrowland]

Y'know, after all you go through on average, you deserve a bit of good luck like this.

[DVDBuff1]

Yesterday was a very ROUGH day, but with satisfying and enlightening moments that I’m grateful for.

While crossing the street on the way home, I got hit by a car. Fortunately, the speedy driver slowed down enough for me to avoid total impact. Because I was in a hurry home at the time, I decided to let the guy go without giving me his name and license plate number because I didn't see any noticeable damage where it hurt. So far the only damage I have is a scrape on my index finger’s knuckle, and some swelling on the right-side of my knee, thigh, back and arm. I've taken an Advil, a few hot showers, and slept with ice on my back and knee. I still feel some aches, but it’s a lot better than how I felt last night. I’ll check with a chiropractor or a doctor if the pain gives me grief throughout today, but for now I just need to take care of some other stuff first. Right now, I’m thankful to heaven for blessing this dumb young man the chance to continue living for his endeavors and experience of morality. And for having a sense of humor for giving me the amusing coincidence of wearing a Superman jacket and making it out alive after being hit by a vehicle.

[Dr Frankenollie]

Virtually every individual I encounter comes across as a close-minded idiot, and even if they have depth behind their empty eyes and slack faces, their only true identities are the ones they present to others, because only they have any objective and non-metaphysical existence, and on a subjective note, only their outward personas are their identities to me. If I question or suggest something that has never occurred to those empty people before, I am shouted down, looked upon with thinly-veiled disgust, shock and horror, sworn at, and worse of all, forced to endure the very dregs of humanity's grotesque attempts at reasoning. A little part of me can still find it surprising that people use the "but everyone believes it so it must be true" argument as if it makes any sense whatsoever. Another part of me simply finds it tedious when Empty Idiot 7# argues that it's unnatural, before subsequently agreeing with me that not all "unnatural" things (by their definition of the term) are bad. In a way, it makes me feel supercilious. Mostly I just feel alone.

Whoever thought democracy was a good idea?

[Disney Duster]

Oh no DVDBuff1 I'm sorry you got hit by a car! I'm glad you're okay. You really must be a superman!

Frankenollie, I'm sorry about, well, people I guess. I'm sorry you keep meeting people you find so empty and idiotic or who won't show you their deeper, smarter selves. That is what you have a problem with, right? I don't know if you it's their problem or yours because you have had so much hate for the world as I read in some of your other posts. I wish you could be happier. You love Winnie the Pooh and one of the lessons from one of the movies is to make yourself happy, not dwell on what makes you unhappy. At least you have people here who are smart and who you like, like Goliath and Super Aurora, and maybe me but I don't know if I am that to you lol.