(A lot of this is a rant, but after the "*****", I have some questions, so if you want to skip down to that part, that'd be okay!)
Yesterday I applied to a couple jobs...one I think turned out to be a fake job, but someone from the other company called me, and I had a phone interview. When he asked me if I had any questions, I asked the question I always ask during interviews- Can you tell me what I'd be doing during an average day on the job? After that, he asked if I had any more questions, and I said, no, not off the top of my head. He said to check out the website and call back if I want a second interview and have any more questions.
That really rubbed me the wrong way. I know that I suck at interviews, but the condition for me to have a second interview is to have more questions to ask (about the postion, the company, whatever). That just really bothers me for some reason. I'm jobless, but I'm not super-interested in the position.
Which leads to my long-lasting dilemma- I don't really find any jobs that I'm super-interested in. I'm not even sure what type of job I really want. Any job is better than no job, some people say, and in general, I agree with that.
It's different, being married and all- I haven't worked for money since the end of 2005...the job I had was getting in the way of school, so I quit. I've never had difficulty quitting jobs. Back in Massachusetts, I worked at the same grocery store for over 3 years. (I did have a couple other short-term jobs, though.) I moved to Florida and have had a bunch of short-term jobs. I have excuses for quitting each one, but no one wants to hire, especially in this economy, someone who doesn't have job stability.
I can't change the past- looking back, I wish that I had stuck out one job here for longer than I did. My bad.
I'm just really frustrated. I don't even know if I'm going to look on that company's website and think of more questions.
I always look at the Sunday newspaper's job section, and I don't usually find that much that I'm interested in, but this week I highlighted a bunch of jobs, but I haven't called any of them yet. I'm not motivated. Maybe it's because I'm not finding any jobs that excite me. But I don't even know exactly what I want to do. Part of me thinks that working for the Disney Movie Club, doing customer service, would be ideal; some people who work for the DMC have no idea about the movies, and I could be more effective in helping the customers when it comes to the merchandise. But that's in Neenah, Wisconsin, and Bobby doesn't want to move. So I'm not even calling the DMC to see how someone goes about getting a job with them.
I would write here my feelings on how I think that young people shouldn't get married, partly because you can't follow your dreams or try things out (I can't just move away to see if I can get a job that I want)...but I won't elaborate, just because it will take too long and it might not even make much sense.
6 months ago when I went to Walt Disney World Casting, the recruiter said to come back in 6 months to a year when I have steady employement. No one has hired me; I've had countless interviews, I've sent out my resume hundreds of times...part of my problem is that I don't know how to sell myself- I just flat out suck at interviews. Maybe I'm just not qualified for the types of positions that I apply for, I don't know. I don't have a clue what I'm good at, and that just makes me feel bad about myself, like I'm useless.
I don't know why people should hire me, what I have to offer that the next person doesn't. My dad even bought me a book called "Marketing Yourself for Your Dream Job". I've read a little of it, but I really should read more of it. But I don't really even know what my dream job is. Something with Disney that's not at a theme park would be my dream job, but I can't really elaborate more than that. And, living in Orlando, the only thing close to that is WDW (or the Disney Store), and they won't even hire me again! They're not really hiring much at all these days because the economy sucks.
I really just don't know what to do. Reading the book might help, but I still don't know what I want to do with my life, and I have limited options, as far as finding a local job (I can't relocate). There's just so much that I would change if I could, from what I majored in at school to not being married so young, to going to the college that I originally was going to. I'm just upset with myself for things that I can't change now.
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In your opinion, what are you supposed to say when, during a job interview, you are asked to "Tell me about yourself"??? I mean, should I say that I have 2 dogs and I love Disney and I like to grocery shop? Or should I say that I love people and have a high standard for customer service and that's why I want to work in the customer service field? (I think I BS a lot during interviews...lol.) I think the answer is the latter, but that's not really telling them about myself, because I have to make things up.
Also, in your opinion, how do you market yourself? I know that you're not me, but how do you let them know that you're better qualified for the position than the other applicants? Even if you're not sure that you are?
I got some job applications at the mall for some seasonal cashier work. I haven't returned most of them, though. Should I? Bobby won't give me an answer as to whether or not I should (to bring in more income). More income obviously would be great, but I'd rather not cashier at the mall if I really don't have to. (My problem isn't cashiering- my problem is the standing up for 8 hours a day, since I have tummy problems and if my tummy hurts, it sucks having to stand up for a whole shift.)